Sunday, November 30, 2008

Veneon, a pokemon???

Veneon, the Poison Eevee

Believe or not. I dun. Lol. Thats the name of a pokemon i found in Devianart while lifelessly typing my name in the Google search engine. Another random post...

Source: Devianart

Friday, November 28, 2008


AS is freaking over and yet holidays seems so far... Yes i know it's in a week time but still!!! College after exams??? And still got test and what not. OMFD... I'm seriously going nuts.

Ah well.... but at the very least our class managed to go out for the weekends. Hehe. We went to Sunway and this time in history, more people went for the outing. Nice work PM3. Heh, some unity we have ... Haha, ah wells, still love these people.So yea, Faris, Nishanth and I went there at 4pm. We were suppose to meet up at 3pm yet there were still nobody insight. Malaysian timing I guess. Called Miri and were told to wait by Wendy's. Hung around there like 3 lost mice. Faris sat next to Ronald Mcdonald. He was so bored that he tried speaking with Ronald. Though Ronald wasn't friendly enough to bother about Faris trying to speak to him. At the very least he nvr stop smiling. XD

We were finally met up by Vithya who were lingering around with Chun Sien, Chee Kin (and another one or two fellas whom I can't rememeber). Then came Deepaa. We reserved some spots in Wendy's for the others who might or might not come. Ended up in The Manhattan Fish Market. Nice seafood I would say. Food burned right before served in front of us is something new. Haha. Too bad I din get a picture of that. Oh, I've forgotten! This whole outing was a birthday surprise for four people. But only 2 made it. Nevertheless, Happy belated birthday to Jiun Xian, Amrit, Ezmir and Chen Han. =DD

Took us more then 15 minutes to decide on what to eat. >___>

Still looking through...

Still looking...

Ordered. XD

I can't recall the name.. it's some flaming fish or something like that. Well that's coz it's literally burned before served. Flamed Fish. Nice name.

Le cake! =D

Happy birthday?? Looks like some same-sex marriage.

"You may kiss the bride/bridegroom" which ever... u decide.

Ezmir with his proud gift. =D

Any idea what's in there yet??

Here's a nice clue. =D

Lots of stuff in there. Lol... Ezmir is well equipped for the night. XD

Amrit checking out his prezzie too.

It's a spare. There's writting on the glass btw. It says "Break this during emergency" You get the joke.

Faris caught checking it out.

Faris trying to explain that he was just curious

We didn't believe him.

The remaining pictures are just random pictures:

Post-birthday cake cutting.

A picture with Santa and Santarina. This was before entering Fish Market.


Dumb and Dumberer? Lol... Jz jk. haha... But the picture is funny. Just had to put this up. Haha

Monday, November 17, 2008


I've been drinking a relatively high amount of water these years... like since form 4? Almost about 6 litres everyday... my throat gets dry every 10 minutes or so, nowadays. Who knows, maybe if I continue on, one day I may end up easily getting dehydrated every few minutes. How am I gonna do outdoor activities like that? I might as well turn into an aquatic creature. Mermen? ;S Otherwise, be sure that I'm gonna be the first to die, should I ever get lost in the Sahara Desert. Or maybe it could be just the weather. Ah well... Let's just hope it is. This is the last week of exams btw! Finally! I see the end coming. >____> Like my friend, Faris said " Hari Raya dah lepas, Deepavali oso dah lepas... but exams belum lepas lagi..." Well, at least we've still got Christmas. It's gonna be the same for CNY next year I bet. Heard the trials will be early next year... GOD save us wei... >___>

Saturday, November 8, 2008

A Story for the Non-Believers

A man went to a barbershop to have his hair cut and his beard trimmed.

As the barber began to work, they began to have a good conversation.

They talked about so many things and various subjects.

When they eventually touched on the subject of God, the barber said:
'I don't believe that God exists.'

'Why do you say that ?' asked the customer. 'Well, you just have to go out in the street to realize that God doesn't exist.
Tell me, if God exists, would there be so many sick people

Would there be abandoned children ?

If God existed, there would be neither suffering nor pain...

I can't imagine a loving God who would allow all of these things.'

The customer thought for a moment, but didn't respond because he didn't want to start an argument.

The barber finished his job and the customer left the shop.

Just after he left the barbershop, he saw a man in the street with long, stringy, dirty hair and an untrimmed beard.

He looked dirty and unkempt. The customer turned back and entered the barber shop again and he said to the barber:

'You know what? Barbers do not exist.'
'How can you say that?' asked the surprised barber.

'I am here, and I am a barber. And I just worked on you !'

'No!' the customer exclaimed. 'Barbers don't exist because
if they did, there would be no people with dirty long hair and untrimmed beards, like that man outside.'

'Ah, but barbers DO exist! That's what happens when people do not come to me.'
'Exactly !' affirmed the customer. 'That's the point! God, too, DOES exist !

That's what happens when people do not go to Him and don't look to Him for help.
That's why there's so much pain and suffering in the world.'

I find it amazingly true. I'm not against non-believers, paganism or whatsoever, I mean , it's your choice of life. So.. it's up to you. But it's just something I would reply when one says God doesn't exist. I've always been speechless when they come to these topics. So now I have my reply for you.

The Gift of Love

It is a mystery why we fall in LOVE.
It is a mystery how it happens. It is a mystery when it comes. It is a mystery why some love grows and it is a mystery why some love fails.

You can analyze this mystery and look for reasons and causes but you will never do anything more than take life out of the experience. Just like life itself is more than the sum of bones and muscles and electrical impulses in the body, LOVE is the sum of interest and attractions and commonalities that 2 people share. And just as life is a gift that comes and goes in its own time, so too the coming of love must be taken as an unfathomable gift that can’t be questioned in its way.

Hopefully, at least once in your life, flower, and you’ll take hold of it and celebrate it in inexpressible beauty. THIS IS THE DREAM WE ALL SHARE. More often, it will come and take hold of you, celebrate you for a brief moment, then move on.

When this happen to young people, they do often try to grasp the love and hold it to them, refusing to see it as a gift that, just as freely, moves away. When fall out of love, or the person they love feels the spirit of love leaving, they try desperately to reclaim the love that is lost rather than accepting the gift for what it was, then move on.

They want answers where there are none. They want to know what is wrong in them that makes the other person no longer love them, or they try to make their love change, thinking that if small things were different, love would bloom again. They blame the circumstances and say that if they go far and away and start a new life together, their love will grow.

They try to give meaning to what has happened but there is no meaning beyond the love itself. And until they accept its own mysterious ways, they will live in a SEA of MISERY.

You need to know this about love and accept it. You need to threat what it brings to you with kindness. If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, BE GENTLE WITH YOURSELF! There is nothing wrong with you. LOVE just didn’t choose to rest in other person’s heart.

If you find someone else in love with you and you don’t love him back, feel honored that love came and called at your door but refuse the GIFT that you cannot return. DO NOT TAKE ADVANTAGE, DON’T CAUSE PAIN. How you deal with love is how you deal yourself. Our hearts feel the same pain and joy, even if our lives and ways are different.

If you fall in love with a man, and he falls in love with you, but then chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it or assess blame. LET IT GO! There is a reason and there is a meaning. YOU WILL KNOW IN TIME.

Remember that you don’t choose love. LOVE CHOOSES YOU. All you can do is accept all its mysteries when it comes into your life. Fill the way it fills you, then reach out and give it away. Give it back to the person who brought it alive in you. Give it to others who deem it poor in spirit. Give it to the world around you in anyway you can.

This is where many lovers go wrong. Having been so long in love, they understand love only as a need. They see their hearts as empty places that will be filled with love, and then begin to look at love as something that flows to them rather than from them.

The first blush of is overflowing but as their love cools, they revert to seeing as a need. They cease to be someone who generates love and instead become someone who seeks love. They forget that the secret of love is to treat it as a gift that can be made to grow only by GIVING IT AWAY.

Remember this and keep it in your heart. LIFE AS ITS OWN TIME, ITS OWN SEASONS, AND ITS OWN COMING AND GOING. You cannot bribe it or coerce it or reason it into staying. You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you. But if it chooses to leave your heart or the heart of your loved one, there is nothing you can do and there is nothing you should d. Love always has been and always will be a mystery. Be glad that it came for a MOMENT in your life.

If you keep your heart open, it will come again.

source: Letters to my son

PS: Thx for showing me this, shobs. ;)

Friday, November 7, 2008

Unfair - Josh Kelley

"Unfair" - Josh Kelley

You find it hard to sleep cos when you close your eyes
You still got her picture hanging on your mind
You wish you didn't need what you just cant have
But there ain't nothing you can do

There's not a second that you don't think about her
But she don't even think one single thought of you

Why does love got to be so unfair
Making you heart see something that's just not there
Why does love got to be so unkind
Making you hurt so bad no its just no right
Why does love got to be so unfair

Oh why does love got to be so unfair baby
Its such a sad affair
When you give your heart
And the one you give it to
Just goes and tears it all apart
You wish you didn't care
Didn't care at all
But all you do is care too much

There's not a single night you don't dream about her
But your the very last thing she'll be dreaming of

Why does love got to be so unfair
Making you heart see something that's just not there
Why does love got to be so unkind
Making you hurt so bad no its just not right
Why does love got to be so unfair

Ohh its a sad fact its the cold hard truth
Sometimes your gonna learn that love is cruel
Sometimes your gonna find out
Gonna find the one you love
Just don't love you

Why does love got to be so unfair
Making you heart see something that's just not there
Why does love got to be so unkind
Making you hurt so bad no its just not right
Why does love ohh why does love got to be so unfair

Why does love got to be so unfair
Making you heart see something that's just not there
Why does love got to be so unkind
Making you hurt so bad no its just not right

PS: Thank you for everything btw oh friends. You know who you are, people. =)

Thursday, November 6, 2008


I feel real random today. So is the picture. A friend of my show me this pic. And I love it. =D

Avatar Live Movie??

Huh?? I dunno... it's a cartoon... And... to think someone is gonna do the live acting?? ;S Maybe they will have to find real kungfu practicing children? The ones in the Buddhist temple to act. And for some reason... I have a feeling that Hollywood Asians like Jackie Chan, Jet Li, Chow Yuen Fatt, Sammo Hung and Michelle Yeow will be acting. After all, they are in most of the movies that has Asian culture. Tell me one movie that has Asian stuff and no Asian Hollywood actor or actress are in it? But if they can make a nice movie out of it... it would be cool. Just thought that cinematic movie would be much better? Some motion in real live are really hard to perform compare to cinematic where anything is possible. =D Can u imagine if Jackie Chan becomes Jeong Jeong and starts floatin around shooting fire out?? Jet Li become Firelord Ozai?? Sammo Hung being Uncle Iroh?? Michelle Yeow... the weird old Blood Bender?? ;D Some imagination man. And the main characters?? Aang? Some bald chinese dude with blue arrows on his head and limbs? Err... ;S Even so, Avatar the Last Airbender's a very nice series. Which is why I wouldn't want my interest towards it to be spoiled or scarred by the oh-so-fake moves in the movie... =\ Shooting fire out of the limbs? Bending water with taichi moves?? And most of all... Aang in Avatar State. ;S Gosh... his eyes has to glow... but... ;s I really dunno. There are so many possibilities that the movie could be a total disaster. ;S Arrggh... ah well... that's for the directors to worry. I still have my exams to worry about. Lol... btw.. checkout the interview with M. Night Shyamalan on the Avatar Live Movie. And yes, the director of The Happening. I shall have faith in him then. =D



Aesthetics or esthetics (also spelled æsthetics) is commonly known as the study of sensory or sensori-emotional values, sometimes called judgement of sentiment and taste. More broadly, scholars in the field define aesthetics as "critical reflection on art, culture and nature."Aesthetics is a subdiscipline of axiology, a branch of philosophy and is closely associated with the philosophy of art. Aesthetics studies new ways of seeing and of perceiving the world.

Something I found interesting in wiki. And why haven't I thought of majoring in philosophy... oh yes... as if a Malaysian philosopher can ever survive in Malaysia... >___> He/she will more likely succeed in becoming the bomoh or those seng sei. Reality sucks.

Monday, November 3, 2008

Japanese Star look-a-like.

Yerp. And guess who? IAN YONG TZY LIK.

Meet Ian Yong

Meet Ian Yong with his eyes opened.

Meet Dj U-Ichi

See any resemblance?


1. Mata sepet (Slited-eyes).
2. Hair style (current hairstyle of course, not in as in the picture)
3. Heights. (both are tall arses)

Now we'll know how he'll look like when he grows up into his ... *checks up on wikipedia,google, etc etc* err... mayb his twenties? Yea, ian's gonna sue me like how he's gonna sue his barber for making him look like the Dj. But hei, it's a compliment when someone says "Hei, you look like *insert star's name here* " Below is how our conversation started.

Mercurialis = Veneon
Ianyong = Ian yong.

Ianyong.: u lala. Omg.u freaking lala

Mercurialis: ;S wth!

Ianyong: ur blog -.- so lala

Mercurialis: owh u read.hei ppl do read =D cool. lol.... and err... thx >____>

ianyong.: ya 1st time i read

Mercurialis: >___> oh and btw did u get my message dat day? about ur hair too?

ianyong.: nvr see -.-

Mercurialis: go youtube. Type home made kazoku no rain no rainbow .u see the first few seconds at the dj. He looks like the older version of u ;D

this one?

Mercurialis: yerp, looks like u =D

ianyong.: waa' really wor -.-

Mercurialis: >___> it looks like u admit it lol

Mercurialis: 1.04 can see the clear face LOL . But of course minus, the fairness and the red line below ur eyes of course

ianyong.: ... wtf reaaly sia

Mercurialis: >___>.ur sarcasm is really at a high lvl. pretty soon u'll get high sarcasm pressure

ianyong.: oi,really la. Not sarcastic

Mercurialis: LOL

ianyong.: really,the hair.zz

Mercurialis: japant!XD

ianyong.: way

Mercurialis: it's a compliment btw...>__>

ianyong.: no way.i look like some suppose to look like brad pitt man

Mercurialis: >__> failure i guess. sue the saloonist den

ianyong.: ya.i need go sue him -.-

Mercurialis: Good luck... doing so...

It's hard to tell when he's serious or when he's sarcastic. Ah well... back to study now. Gosh , I can't believe I thought chem exams are tomorrow. It's the day after next. =D yes.. blurness... bak kata orang cina "Tok tou mong liao" (studying till blur liao *direct translation*). By the way, below is the video where I realized the resemblance. It's the same as Ian's current hairstyle. Yes, those of you in Sunway college should stare at him after reading this. You'll get what I mean.

PS: Happy birthday ian, =)

Saturday, November 1, 2008


It's getting into me. It's consuming me. It's a sandstorm in here. It's bitter. It's exhausting. It's painful. It's driving me crazy. It's causing me to lose my sleep even more often. It's gonna cost me my future if I don't do something. But what am I to do. Helpless. I'm losing my feelings as well. I'm just running away once more. It's wrong, but i can't help it. I can't stand strong to face it. Story of a helpless child? No. I'm just not doing anything. I'm letting the world crushing me. Divided between my choice, my goal and what I should do. What use of a pure heart when it's been put away to avoid dealing with the cruel world. I hate myself. I'm consuming myself. So much for trying to be strong for others. Heh, how ironic.