Fallen

Someone save me from the nothing I've become, where I’ve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold

-evanescence-

So we keep running running running away

What significance does it bear anymore if there is no trust?

How reliable would these words be?

Why is it so difficult to understand?

When will that someday come if not now?

Who's the decider that these ridiculous facts were the truth anyway?

Are those spoken words mere echoes in your life?

What were the intentions at the first place?

Why was I so blind to even see that?

How will those times spent be replaced?

When did these resemblance become deja vu?

Why is it that my life seemed to be stuck in time and seems to be repeating itself?

Who was it who came to take notice of those difference?

Questions questions. It never ends. Must be the weather. Again.

Just like the jester who weeps every night. I'm sick of it if you're not.

Old and New

I know it's been a while. Haven't the blogging mood or even the time to blog. But hei, here's a little update. Uni's started. People are great, and boy, Taylors Lakeside can be describe with one word. BIG. But as always, Taylors taylors, it's not completely done, but they got the students in already with ONE cafeteria and TWO cafes while the campus is stuck though in Sunway but seems to be really sesat surrounded by squatters area. Can see cow kandang around*or even smell, oh joy * and hear chickens crowing early in the morning. There is no other stalls or and source of food around. So the Taylors cafeterias and gonna be earning lots coz they're the only source of food. And becoz of that, it's really really packed during lunch hours. Long line queue. Not fun at all. =\ And not all parts of the campus are quite done. There several noticeable patches of cement walls that werent paint. It really makes wanna go to the construction workers and say "Dude, you missed a Big spot there man" -.- Half of Taylors is completed but the otherside where the commercial area is suppose to be isn't completed. There's supposed to be a swimming pool there. :D And the lakeside, is really breezy. Good spot to emo much or even attempt suicide. ;p

But things are great for now. Lectures are wonderful. Lecturers are for some reason more animated and semangat den the ones we normally get from Pre-U. Maybe it's the requirement from UniSA I guess. Either way, thank God. I can't imagine all the lecturers being unfriendly. 2 hours lecture can be longer than it seems. And so yea, cny has just passed. It's a pretty quiet one this year for a reason. So cny isn't as fun as it always has been like the previous years *even though i still get the ang paos ;D* But at least mahjong session remained. Oh joy, i only get to play that once a year. Haha. Nyways, it's late and i have classes tmrw. Till i update next time den. Toodles!

Previous Day

Before you, my life was a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason..... And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there were brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything. True enough, I live in darkness now. Only difference was, it's darker. I'm more lost than ever before. Things will never be the same again. I just know it wouldn't.

2010

Happy new year ppl! Hope you all have a great year ahead. =) All the best to everyone. Cheers to 2010

*yes i finally updated. ;p*

Vacancy

No one wants to wake up to an empty home
No one ever wants to be alone
It's not so easy to let them go
The ones that you love

Now that you're gone, who will make me smile?
Who will pick me up when I fall down?
Who will be there to tell me right from wrong?
I regret letting you go

I have this vacancy in my heart
There's just something that's always tearing me apart
I don't know why I ever let you go
Now, there is no one to bear with me

Everyday I wake up thinking it'll be okay
'Cause you promised me that, you'd come back some day
My heart is throbbing but I will wait
And I'll try... to stay strong

And I will always miss you
But I can't take it anymore
What if your that one they said
That passed away, oh no

I have this vacancy in my heart
There's just something that's always tearing me apart
I don't know why I ever let you go
Now, there's no one to bear with me

And I miss you and love you and I will hold on
And I know there's a chance that you will come back, oh ooh
And I dream of the day that you'd come back home
And I hope that you know

I have this vacancy in my heart
There's just something that's always tearing me apart
I don't know why I ever let you go
Now, there's no one to bear with me

I have this vacancy in my heart
There's just something that's always tearing me apart
I don't know why I ever let you go
Now, there's no one to bear with me

Bear with me

Carbohydrateness

Craving for gardenia bread with margarine and banana. X) Weirdy me. Oh, a random fact I've heard. Bananas help in removing nicotine. The B6, B12 they contain, as well as the potassium and magnesium found in them, help the body recover from the effects of nicotine withdrawal. Meaning if you have nicotine in your body, it helps and accelerates the removal of nicotine from your body. Which also means, it helps to reduce addiction to cigarettes or any other nicotine products. So why not try this out dear smokers out there? X) Bananas are cool. Heh